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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Valentines day!

Happy Valentines day!! I Have a test in math and a paper due! woo! and then i get to spend the day with my love!.. I am totally excited.. But here are my super cool new glasses!!!



  My Valentine!:) 


Monday, February 05, 2007

Currently Listening
Infinity on High
By Fall Out Boy
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its been forever.

Well, its been a long time. i started school a week ago. This semester is going to be crazy hard and i have to do well in order to keep going and to hopefully cross out what i did last semester. I am still with kris. the beginnning of the new year was a bit scary but im really happy and im pretty sure he is too. IM looking forward to valentines day. We are going to dinner( i have yet to decide) and a movie( because i said so!) . Nothing exciting but its something. So since November my cousin had a beautiful baby girl. which makes austin a big brother! it was very exciting. She was due on dec. 9th but on the morning of dec. 13(about midnight) my mother got a call asking if she could come over and watch austin because veronica was in labor. My mother had a glass of wine and didnt want to drive so she woke me up and had me go. Can i just say that was the scariest night of my life. Austin woke up about an hour after they left and cried. i then put him in the bed with me and i couldnt sleep i had all these fears that i was going to roll on him or he was going to fall off the bed. we made it thru the night and yet still no baby!. I took austin to school and veronica finally had her baby around 5 or 6. her birthday is exactly 6 months after austins. She is beautiful. Now she can smile and i love watching her. Austin is still growing and is awesome.
 I am still a nanny and its okay. I wish it could get better. i am hoping to get a receptionist job at my dads work this summer.
I have math and english tomorrow and im not looking forward to it. I have been sick this weekend so all i wanna do is stay home.
im going to disneyland in 2 weeks!!! im sooo stoked!! just me and my parents friday-sunday!:) and my sister is coming home too!! (but while we are in disneyland.)
Other than all of that i dont think much has changed. ! Hope all is well-
 Laters
Cy



     So these pictures are of me and maria rose and austin! and me and leslie ice skating!!:) 


Tuesday, November 21, 2006

WTF

Why do so many people die so fast so soon? I have been hit these past two days with information on some people (not really close to me but close to people who are close to me die).. I have a friend whos grandmother past away,  A friend whose father past away, An aquantice to me but friend to kris commit sucide. a guy i went to high school died in a motorcylce accident. I really dont get it. I am scared of death.. Yes.. You shouldnt be scared of death cuz you get to go to heaven.. But i have these mixed feelings, and well im scared of dyin or losing someone close to me.

 

RIP.


Monday, November 20, 2006

Currently Listening
One Fell Swoop
By Spill Canvas
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I noticed..

 So i found my Xanga as well as some friends Xangas from about 2 years ago, and i have decided that i am going to start writing on here and bringing " xanga back!" This weekend has been pretty cool, I hung out with kris and i love joking around with him its just fun. today i have school but i dont know if im going to go. ha, oh well.

This week i have classes till wednesday. Thanksgiving should be cool, we are having it at my place this year. Greys Antamoy is going to be sweet this week!! yay!!

 ON a crappy note, My friends Dad past away last week and i am going to his memorial tomorrow, as well as a kid i have known since i was in kindergarden jumped in front of a bus last week and killed himself. I know that both men are in a better place now and they ar ehappy.

 

I am down 4 pounds now!:) woo!!


Saturday, November 11, 2006

What am i doing? I havent been happy with him for years. We try and try and nothing good ever comes of it.i fucking hate feeling like this.



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